I'll Consider It...

Consider it pure joy when you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
James 1:2-4

Joy? Really? I dunno if I’d go that far. During the past month and a half, I’ve experienced deep sorrow. I’ve cried more than I have in my entire life. This huge trial (that I have no control over) looms before me. And my heart breaks for what the outcome might be. But during this time of intense pain and uncertainty, God has done some amazing things. I can see how many relationships have been strengthened because of the situation. I’ve also been able to express thoughts that I would not have shared otherwise.

So even if the outcome is not what I want, I thank God for the changes that were made because of it. No, I won’t be throwing any parties like “Woohoo! Crying people! Let’s bring on the Diet Coke and queso dip!” But I can find peace and contentment at the end of this mess. Maybe Paul said it best, “I have learned the secret of being content whatever the circumstances…I can do everything through him who gives me strength.” Phil. 4:11-13